Wednesday, October 30, 2013
I wish I had an mp3 of the music we sang. It was truly worshipful. One particular song, that was written for this group of pastors and ministers specifically, pierced me straight to the core. The song is about the story in Acts 3 when Peter and John encounter a crippled man, and restore him through the power of Jesus. Writing the words out won't do it justice at all, but it's better than nothing:
"He was fallen and crippled, with no strength to stand
Wounded and wasted, just a shell of a man.
Peter and John passed by him one day,
And when he called out for help, they knelt down to say
In the name of Jesus, rise up!
Cast away your doubt and shame
Find healing today.
In the name of Jesus
In the name of Jesus
In the name of Jesus
Simple words, but when combined with the music, so powerful. Wish you could have heard it! Looking at the words in print like this stirs up memories of my grandmother--my father's mother. I remember visiting her in her home in Wiggins, Mississippi, on many occasions. As she went about her tasks during the day, I would often hear her saying softly, "Jesus, Jesus." I remember as a child thinking, "Good grief she sure does talk to Jesus a lot!" That memory is now so precious to me. I hope to be like her, in constant conversation with Him.
I love the part about casting away your doubt and shame. I had never really thought in depth about what that man in Acts 3 must have felt like, what kind of emotional state he must have been in after years of feeling worthless, feeble, and impotent. He not only needed physical healing, but emotional healing as well. His physical state was but a reflection of his spiritual one. The preaching last night was on this kind of emotional and spiritual healing--just what my heart needed. It reminds me of the scripture in Ezekiel 37, when the Lord leads the prophet to a dusty valley of destruction and death, and he asks him, "Son of man, can these bones live?" Out of a place of destruction, desolation and despair, the Lord brings healing and redemption. It is so amazing to me that the whole of Scripture, as vast and diverse as it can seem to be sometimes, points so tellingly to this theme of redemption and healing through the blood of Jesus--for sinners like me, who are so egregiously undeserving.
Ok sermon over now. ;) Just had to get that out!
So, shifting gears--I have quite a few books on my reading list right now. I tend to find myself in the predicament of being in the middle of about four or five books at a time. I just get so excited about different ones that I can't wait to start them, so I end up immersed in about 4 different worlds at a time. I am still finishing up this book, which I have absolutely loved, but it has taken me a while to get through it:
The recent movie "Lincoln" was based on it. Next up are these two:
I have to admit I'm a little peeved at this Aimee Byrd girl (the author of Housewife Theologian: How the Gospel Interrupts the Ordinary) because as I read the title I realized she totally stole the idea for the book I would love to write one day. I mean, how dare she utilize an idea that she had, when someone she doesn't even know MAY or may not have decided to bite the bullet one day, and MAYBE write a book on the same topic??
HMPH. People these days.
I'm looking forward to receiving that Amazon package so I can get started on them!
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Friday, October 25, 2013
So I have decided to start blogging again. There were a myriad of reasons why I stopped. Life got a little crazy. A tiny little tornado came into my life and pretty much turned it upside down-which I am totally ok with, by the way. In that regard, I've found a new normal, as a working mama, and it is good. I also stopped because I was unsure of the blog's purpose, and wasn't enjoying it as much. Did I want it to be more intellectual, personal, a platform for expressing beliefs and opinions? I stopped because in many ways I think my generation and also our culture has become awfully narcissistic. I struggled a bit with feeling I am contributing to that by having a personal blog. It is also a bit nerve-wracking to put personal thoughts and musings out there in perpetuity. I realized that when I looked back a few weeks ago at an old blog I kept back in my early college years that is still alive out there in cyberspace--now THAT was entertaining to read! I can unfortunately be prideful at times, and a fear of sounding dumb, conceited, boring, fill-in-the-blank with whatever unfavorable term--also was a reason that I stopped.
I can't promise that this blog will be particularly funny, or interesting, or entertaining. But it will be a window into my crazy little brain, and also an update of what is going on in my little family. I hope to write some posts that are simply updates on our life, and some, like this one I wrote a while back, that delve into more important issues. So if you care to read, I hope you will enjoy it!